Hey guys don't you think I should post something of significance one day well too bad I'm too busy for art right now.

... I'm so sad that this is true... <:c

ANYWAY. I've apparently had some revelations about myself as of late, at least according to others.

1) I was in the yogurt aisle of my local grocery store, and I suppose this wasn't wise to say in the first place, but I began talking to my mom about how much I don't like yogurt. It's pretty healthy for you and looks like so much fun to eat but I can't because the texture freaks me out. I find this incredibly ridiculous considering I can crack open a bone with my teeth and suck out the marrow (my favorite part) but can't eat yogurt. What the heck?

So yeah, this dude and his wife were there, shopping for yogurt as those in the, uh, yogurt aisle frequently do, and the man haughtily announced that he enjoyed yogurt very much (he was clearly teasing). To which I replied that I meant no offense to him, nor his wife if she enjoyed yogurt as well, but proceeded to explain what I just told you guys, sans the bone marrow thing because I didn't see it as proper casual conversation material.

They simply laughed, agreeing, but then the wife said, "You know, you seem like a high maintenance individual. Just in my opinion." I thought about it, and I suppose that does have a truth to it.

2) Talked to my guidance counselor about my schedule, cuz' I just feel way to packed with two APs. I spend more time trying to understand European history than Bio, which defeats the purpose since bio actually pertains to my future. Plus all this work is effecting my artistic motivation. I don't draw as much as I should anymore, simply because I'm not as motivated or don't have time.

So yeah, I'm taking two life consuming classes and when my guidance counselor told me that this cannot go on, I protested with her for 45 minuted until I gave in. Took that long and way too many mental fizz outs to realize she was right LAST YEAR when she first told me I couldn't stress myself out like this.

So yeah, she told me I was really stubborn when it came to expectations of myself.

3) Last one I promise! I talked to an our painting class's student teacher, who totally pumped me up to make some art again, and she said that I seem to be struggling with my future a lot, and that I just gotta go with it and live the life I got ahead of me. Geez she is so cool, seriously.

But at the end, she said I seem like someone who'd become a teacher. I've never thought of that career choice. I've always wanted to teach someone SOMETHING during my lifetime, in the form of an art lecture, but not to actually become a teacher.



So yeah. I know this doesn't seem that big, but I've always seen myself as a chill, understanding person. Realizing I can be the exact opposite at times, kind of shocked me. Sort of.

I'm sure I'll still reach a state of Enlightenment one day though. Just need to chill out some more, meditate atop a mountain under the full moon and crank out some art again.

Wow, I talk way to much. But hey, this is the internet and you guys have the opportunity to not read this so HA.

...Wait, I'm not even sure that last statement made a point...